simplicity...
im feeling super vexed!!! im losing all my friends, if it is not due to arguments and conflicts, it is due to my remaining 2 best friends leaving school by the end of this year. i really wish i studied EVEN HARDER for PSLE or studied harder during sec 1 and 2, then i will be able to get into express. at least i will be able to graduate with aletheia, joycelyn and the my beloved choir'mates. they are always there for me these 4 yrs, despite of many conflicts, we been through thick and thin and there is mutual understanding between us. im not close to yilin and jacqueline and im afraid i will be left all alone. i know that i still need to give thanks but the past 4 months 16 days 13 hours 29 mins and 23 seconds has been extremely tough. im drifting apart from most of my friends and as much as im trying to change, ppl are trying to harp on my dark history. even though ive started afresh, the past is really haunting me. but who am i to say anything, im in the wrong. i will just take everything as my fault coz im in no position to judge others when im no different. suddenly everyone just neglects me, so i decided to start talking but then i become even more irritating. everything i do is wrong so and when i start talking less, ppl still show me attitude. CANT I JUST HAVE A NORMAL LIFE?!!!
many faces
beautiful places
where there are rivers filled with daces
its such a pity that what you see is not what you get
for you may be deceived by the human face
it may look like a beautiful vase
but inside it could be a gun case
yet im holding on to frail hope
wishing for a brighter day
knowing that with my faith i will be able to cope
with my fears so that it will be soon allayed
Liam's plane at 10:28 PM