Monday, May 26, 2008
i feel as if many dislike me in class for i dunno why. everytime i try to commit into a friendship, things just dont out well. i have no idea why ppl dislike me for no reason. i fell out with ppl not over serious wrongs like backstabbing and betraying, but over the small things like being irritating. i dont know why ppl cant forgive me over small mistakes and i forgive them for the big ones they did to me, i dont understand why i can be patient when im being yelled at many times and my friendship with them is broken aft i throw a few tantrums. i dont understand why i am being treated differently from others even though im trying my best to start again. i really want to know WHY!!! what can i say, these are questions where i will find the answer to... eventually. but all i know is that God will work all things out for good if i trust and honor him and i know that he will do what is best for me if i continue putting more faith in him.
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