simplicity...
yo! sry i havent been using the comp for 8 days 22 hours 36 mins and 40 seconds as i had plenty to do and errands to run and of course, schoolwork which nvr fail to come into my sch life every single day.
23rd-25th Jul 08(Wed-Fri)
nothing much happened i guess...
26th Jul 08(Sat) went to church and the programme on LTF was bible study and learning on how to have a soft, meek heart towards others. i guess that we should just treat those who are disliking/feeling disgusted with us equally as the others as we are doing the right thing.
27th Jul 08(Sun)
went to baptism class with russell today and boy was it a great theory of chimology!!! however, russell and i were able to understand it and im glad that he is by my side going through this time!!!
now.
28-29th Jul 08(Mon-Tues)
oops! forgotten what happened...
30th Jul 08(Wed)
wahh!!! today i saw many of my classmates being publicized on the papers, gwendoline and patricia, SNTM!!! lol
to chelle and cheryling:
i may look as if i have moved on but i really feel as if there is an emptiness inside me. i do want to redeem my friendship with you but i dont know how to approach you as im afraid things would go wrong and i might say insensitive words. i really want us to reunite but you may think otherwise. although i wont be expecting much recounciliation, i will hold on to frail hope and strong faith that even if the chances are slim, it isnt impossible. call me disgraceful, but if there is ever a second chance, i would grab it and make the best of it.
Liam's plane at 7:33 AM
19th Jul 08 (Sat)
went for LTF and the message was 'dont be so EMO!!!'. and i felt that the message was so rejuvinating as even though we face through crap 24/7, we still need to remember how much God has given us and as a christian, we must always be 'slow to anger'. another thing that ive learnt ia that 'YOU CAN ONLY BE ANGRY WITHOUT SINNING WHEN YOU ARE ANGRY AT SIN'
20th Jul 08 (Sun)
when to watch 'the dark knight' with my siblings and i have to say that christian bale is indeed the BEST BATMAN EVER!!!
21st Jul 08 (Mon)
super long post(will edit)...
22nd Jul 08 (Today)
today songs during chapel were really nice,and i felt 'from the inside out' and re-touched me on how God helps me by bringing me bountiful blessings but also difficult yet meaningful trials and most importantly, a second chance to start over again. needa slp liaoz buenos noches!!! :)
Liam's plane at 8:15 AM
a lot of ppl have been extremely down lately. this week ive seen many heartaches and heartbreaks and im one example. however, i thank the the Lord for pullng me through and pulling everyone i love through the week. true enough, we often worry that things will not turn the way we want them to thats why we think too much until satan make us grovel in submission to our fears and sometimes we fear over things we dont exist. having faith in God after doing your best is all you need to help you through. if things fail, just know that God works in mysterious ways. during recess this week ive been going to the counselling room to play with the tower of hanoi.
Rules:
- Only one disk may be moved at a time.
- Each move consists of taking the upper disk from one of the pegs and sliding it onto another rod, on top of the other disks that may already be present on that rod.
- No disk may be placed on top of a smaller disk.
i thank the Lord for coming to know this game as ive learnt nvr to regret making the correct decisions and if i make a wrong move, i can always turn back and start over. trust yourself but importantly trust the Lord that even when you are down you will prevail eventually.
Luke 21:14
Settle it therefore in your hearts not to meditate beforehand what ye shall answer.
Liam's plane at 5:37 AM
14th Jul 08 (Tues)
had chapel and the message was on 'satanic music' and surprisingly, the pastor said that 'apologize' was a satanic song. the moment i heard that i was thinking woah, but on second thought, i felt that it is true as it talks abt unforgiveness which is sinful.
16-17th Jul 08 (Wed- Thurs)
bad days for quite a lot of ppl, but it was sure a joyful one.
18th Jul 08 (Today)
quite a rough day, but thank God that i managed to stand up right after i stumbled. playing the piano during english was something that relieved my mind and to cheer me up i got 36/50 for my english test!!! later during class fellowship, rictus shared a really sincere, down-to-earth testi on how God transformed him and i felt touched that he would be so bold to share it. :D
Liam's plane at 5:21 AM
10th Jul 08 (Thurs)
boring day...
11th Jul 08 (Fri)
another boring day in school. went to have lunch with darren and shengwei aft sch at dover market. had lotsa fun chatting!!! i took the 74 home later with darren while shengwei goes back to school.
12th Jul 08 (Sat)
church was fun!!! and it was great seeing johnL as we managed to talked through abt what happened in the week. after all, he is my closest friend in church for now. hopefully the future will be as gd as the present. when i came home my CRAZY MOTHER will not let us have dinner unless we watch 'eight below' and everyone was appalled by her forceful action!!! :D lol
13th Jul 08 (Sun)
another boring day. after church and lunch, i came home and study. in the evening, i went swimming.
14th Jul 08 (Today)
its just another day...
Liam's plane at 7:40 AM
8th Jul 08 (Yesterday)
boring day... not only that but the rain made me felt even more down -__-
9th Jul 08 (Today)
how i appreciate the golden silence God has given me today, it was so peaceful and boy do i feel relaxed. slackied during lessons and since mrstoh needed to examine the Ns EL oral, we spent the last period free. i feel so left out(probably coz im scared to reach out), but thank God that aletheia and sarah were having their free period and my heart soon began floating up again as i needed my best friends' comfort and advice to get through difficult situations. talked abt plastic surgery and s'porean artistes and nonetheless, laughed along with crazy RAH-RAH!!! lol. love them :)
i hope to redeem this friendship back to the way it was, hope with can start over
Liam's plane at 8:09 AM
dug out some photos from my hp of what i did in may and june...
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studied with joy and rah-rah
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celebrated ale's bday!!!
how i wish i could do it all over again...
Liam's plane at 12:20 AM
6th Jul 08 (Yesterday)
boring day...
7th Jul 08 (Today)
spent the whole day at home doing homework and revision on youth day, how youthful is that...
Liam's plane at 12:14 AM
5th Jul 08 (Sat)
spent the entire day at the funfair. spent the entire morning setting up the stall then went off to play with 大姐大 and rah-rah till the afternoon... when my shift started, boy was it busy and esp at the last half an hour when we couldnt sell finish the ice-cream, missyeo then tell us to give it out to everyone for FOC!!! had lots of un playing games and selling the food :D!!!
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Liam's plane at 11:49 PM
ive changed to another song again...
1) Bianca Ryan- And I'm telling You
one of my favourite songs which i sing it almost everyday, if you see me walking down the streets you will without a doubt see me singing this. hear the song yourself and see why i like it!!!
Liam's plane at 8:06 AM
ive changed to another song again...
1) Bianca Ryan- And I'm telling You
one of my favourite songs which i sing it almost everyday, if you see me walking down the streets you will without a doubt see me singing this. hear the song yourself and see why i like it!!!
Liam's plane at 8:06 AM
i feel so insignificant in class now, i dont know how to start a friendship anymore. i just want to retrieve what i have lost and i dont know how to do that. i do not want to be 不要脸 at the same time and i think that im losing even more courage. I REALLY WANNA REDEEM THIS FRIENDSHIP WHY DON"T I HAVE THE COURAGE TO DO IT!!! I JUST WANT A CLOSE CHRISTIAN FRIENDSHIP IN CLASS, can't i be forgiven??? i lost and tired, but im not letting go. how i wish friendship is just an O-lvl exam where there are formulas and facts you needa memorize it and then just sit for that exam, and you get an A1!!! it such a pity that intuition isnt so stable...
Liam's plane at 4:27 AM
now that chinese oral is over, i feel even more relieve. now all i can think abt is where have i gone wrong in all my failures in friendship, was it just depression, self-obsessed thoughts and doubt? i know that i commit my best in friendship but i feel scared to open up. im back to the shy person i was back in primary school, im afraid of talking to ppl. however, ive prayed strongly and persistently that i would be able to make up with the two of them, but im afraid i dont have enough courage to really ask them for a chance at redemption. i feel as if im holding on to a shaky branch of a tree not knowing whether i will land on a bed of roses or a bunch of vines. im scared of being alone nxt yr, im scared of opening up and im scared of losing friends in the first place. but without any pain in relationships, there would no joy in it either. im caught in the middle, not knowing what to do to redeem this friendship that i sincerely treasure...
Liam's plane at 8:32 AM
29th June 08 (Sunday)
dajie and erjie just came back from aussie!!! spent the night at taka with them, had crystal jade for dinner and read books at kino.
30th June 08 (Monnday)
happy bday karyn!!! gave karyn and pat their bday presents! :)
2nd Jul 08 (Tuesday)
stayed back aft sch today to decorate the banners for the funfair and i had a great time time there!!!
3rd Jul 08 (Wednesday)
BORING DAY!!! felt so alone and lost this day. thankfully, we had free period during english so i met up with 大姊大, sarah and cherylA. it still gd that your best friend is still in school but what will happen aft she is gone. i cant implicate others and cause them more probs just coz of my pressence...
4th Jul 08 (Thursday) O LVL CL ORAL EXAM!!! felt so nervous but thankfully miss yeo prayed for the whole class which calmed me down. oral was relatively easy, even though i had some probs with the conversation. k needa eat dinner already buenos noches!!!
Liam's plane at 4:01 AM