Friday, July 4, 2008
i feel so insignificant in class now, i dont know how to start a friendship anymore. i just want to retrieve what i have lost and i dont know how to do that. i do not want to be 不要脸 at the same time and i think that im losing even more courage. I REALLY WANNA REDEEM THIS FRIENDSHIP WHY DON"T I HAVE THE COURAGE TO DO IT!!! I JUST WANT A CLOSE CHRISTIAN FRIENDSHIP IN CLASS, can't i be forgiven??? i lost and tired, but im not letting go. how i wish friendship is just an O-lvl exam where there are formulas and facts you needa memorize it and then just sit for that exam, and you get an A1!!! it such a pity that intuition isnt so stable...
Liam's plane at 4:27 AM